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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 12:39:53 GMT

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:45:08 GMT

good try b div! im sorry about my match though.

we all played our best and did whatever we could! i'm very proud of all of you!

i love you guys so much

we will run to Your throne, where we belong

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:03:51 GMT

FALL OUT BOY ON TUESDAY WAS AWESOME!!!

i'll upload photos soon! hahah

thanks for the memories

Friday, January 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 11:39:30 GMT

I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry,
And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye
I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day,
You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay.

I watched as you shivered from a new pain,
And wondered how I might have handled the same.
I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell,
You said you were fine although your skin was so pale.

I knew in my heart your time was near end,
And wished I could take you, your body to mend.
I knew that soon God would be your closest friend,
You told me many times that’s how it would end.

I stood there watching as each breath came slow,
And fought to find courage, my emotions were low.
I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry,
You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry.

I held your hand as I silently said goodbye,
And knew in my heart that soon you would die.
I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you,
You nodded and smiled and I knew that you knew.

I no longer care, my tears I can’t hide,
And as I stood there waiting for death by your side.
I knew then that God was your closest friend,
You had told me many times that’s how it would end.

all of my life, in every season, You are still God, i have a reason to sing, i have a reason to worship

Monday, January 26, 2009

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 12:43:34 GMT

im back from melbourne!

it was AWESOME! without a doubt, one of the best trips ever!

i miss all the visitor ballkids so much, i love you guys!

oh and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

pictures from the trip:

every single day, every time i pray, i'll be missing you

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 15:33:49 GMT

im off to melbourne tomorrow!

i'll see you guys in two weeks! will miss you all

this fire you've ignited

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 04:13:03 GMT

school has started, bummer

the first day of school was so boring, same stuff as usual. the sec 3 classes are on the third and forth level which is unfair because they were meant to be on the first! but they moved the sec 4 classes to the first and second level

i guess the good thing is that i get aircon in my class after 10.40. andrea, sam and rachel are in my class so thats cool too! but i actually kinda miss 2E cause mich, jess, horns and aisyah were there.

oh my gosh aisyah, i miss having you in school, talking with minnhwei about hot guys and going "oh my gosh! oh my gosh" at chace crawford in class hahah

2009 is gonna be one busy year, this shall be interesting:/

once again, happy new year to you all again and have a great year ahead

so the lion fell in love with the lamb

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 19:05:49 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

i shall do a shout out or whatever you call it!

su- thanks for everything you've done for me, from just talking to me to planning a surprise birthday party for me! you've been such a great friend to me and i hope i can do the same for you(: you've been so strong for me and i know i can talk to you about everything and anything and just know that im always here for you too! i love you lots bestttyyy!<3

clare- bestest doubles partner ever! thank you for always being so encouraging and all, and for just talking to me even though i make no sense whatsoever. i know you've had a pretty rough year but i know you're gonna have a great 2009. if you ever need a listening ear, im here for you! bffffffssss!((: hahah

claudi- thank you for just being there for me always even though we didnt get to hang out that much this year. i love sitting on the floor and just talk to you(: hahah you're the coolest cousin ever! i miss all our fun times just sitting around and bumming. im glad that we get to train together again cause it means i get to spend more time with you! hahah i love you bestfriend/coolest cousin!:D

chris kwan- cow! hahah thank you for always telling me to cheer up when im sad and just talking crap all the time! and always messing around during training and always remember, your slices dont work on me okay!((:

khee- chubby buddy! thank you so much for sending me all those encouraging text messages(: hahah i had so much fun going to bangkok with you! we've gotten closer this year and im so grateful for that! ILY!<3

dom- thank you for always joking around with coach weber cause then he doesnt get so mad!(: i still think you look like elmo by the way! anyways its always been fun joking with you in training! our doubles is so messed up! hahah. have a good year with you know who;)

marcus chua- thanks for always making me laugh no matter what! you and all your funny actions and words(: you still owe me a jellyfish dude! and i love our super duper uber cool handshake!:D

min- SBP! i cant believe your quiting farrer dudey! its not gonna be the same! our really slow and slack warm ups(: hahah have a good time in rjc yeah! goodluck with you know who as well;) hahahah! love you!

nerine- chewy chewy chewy!:D thanks for always being there to listen to me, or just talk about crap! sitting next to you in maths tuition is the bomb, eating all of the sweets and just slacking as usual! we have to hang out more this year yeah, and im sad that we're not gonna be in the same class for 2 whole years!): but you've been here for me through everything so just know you can tell me anything okay! you're my superman! i love you best

sabina- hubby! hahah im so lucky to have you in my life!(: hahah thank you for always making me laugh with just your daily living(: and im so glad we live so close to each other cause then we can just run or cycle to each others houses. which by the way we should do more often this year yeah! love you lots!

ari- A BLOB! hanging out with you is always fun! thank you for always being there for me!(: we're not in the same class for the next two years but i hope we can hang out as much as we can yeah! im so glad i met you in p6 cause you're definitely one of my best friends now! i'll always remember our retarded songs and comics! love you a ton!

michy- floppy! i've gotten to know you so much more this year and im so thankful for that((: you always know when to say what, always cheering me up and all! in gonna miss having you in my class! me you and ari have to hang out more often! hahah i love you so much dear!<3

lizzie- thanks for talking to me late at night! even when no one is awake(: and im appreciate it that you come to talk to me about your problems! im always here for you dear! love you lots<3

minn hwei- horny hwei! im gonna miss all our gossip sessions and just talking about everything thats going on! im so glad that we were in the same class this year! but for the next two years we're apart): but we will hang out every chance we get okay! the hinks will rule once again! i love you so much best friend

lyn and laura- LYN! im so excited for perth this year! hahah im so glad that i got to know you more this year and i thank you for everything you've done for me(: i know you've had a rough year but i know how you feel yeah and im always here to listen if you need me to! and dont worry, our truce is still on hahah! love you<3 LAURA! thanks so much for being my master at bridge! hahah know that im gonna learn all your moves and show them off to my friends! hahah the kl trip was awesome with you and lyn. im so grateful that i got to know you more this year as well! laughing crazily at times(: and our "confessional" at the hotel lobby in kl! lots of love from me to you!<3

and to everyone else, have a great 2009! happy new year once again and i love you all very much!

dont close your eyes or we'll fade away

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 17:41:49 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

i hope everyone has a great christmas and a happy new year! God bless you all!

i got back from kl on monday night and the trip was awesome laura, lyn and clare taught me how to play bridge! im a convert. hahah its so much fun. and laura is my mentor! we got to go to time square on the last day of our trip and we went to the indoor theme park! the roller coaster was good, but the 360 degrees ride was unbelievably insane! it seriously felt like we were gonna drop out of our seats any second. i sat next to laura and here's what happened:

me: *screams* oh my gosh! oh my gosh!

laura: *screams* im gonna die!

me: shit! shit! shit!

hahah not very comforting huh!

i miss the trip already and i definitely miss all of you guys who went! especially clare, laura, lyn and khee! BRIDGE AND CHUBBY BUDDIES! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH

one of these days, maybe your magic won't affect me

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 11:38:46 GMT

im quite excited for tomorrow!

i may go watch twilight with claudia, if not we'll watch on thursday (a must do!) then im going out with my family to watch a movie in the late afternoon as well! and then dinner

i leave for kl this friday. it should be quite fun too. we're taking a coach there while clare is flying! hahah how unfair! clarey, you're so posh

christmas is coming soon, and i have yet to get presents.

this also means that school is starting soon! and im not looking forward to it at all

so many things left unsaid